It is..
by: Sidni Carter

is it possible to be hurt SO badly? is it possible to love someone SO much and have them be so inconsiderate of that? is it possible to love someone in a way that i do? and forgive them for whatever they have done, or may do? is it possible to have an uncontrollable feeling for a person that does not or can not love you back? is it possible to go so far, you can never turn back? is it possible to be turned to black? a black soul? a black heart? just empty inside? is it possible for the days to be brighter when i'm with you? they sure do look like it. is it possible? is it true? is it possible that i'm someone i do not want to be? in the same breath i know i'm where i have to be. does someone else feel the way i feel? does someone else know the things i know?does someone else care? is it possible to hate one's self the way i do?do you think i'm crazy? do you think i deserve to live? does anyone want the love i have to give?is there someone i can make happy? is there someone i can make happy? if there is...where are they now? who are they? am i really a bad person?i feel as if i am. Am i really not worth anything? sometimes i don't think so. is it possible to turn back time? is there a way that i can hide?somewhere to hide. is there a way to make my head stop spinning? everytime i see you and i think i may be winning. is there a way to kill my pain? to find peace within? to find the one?is it even possible to find myself? tell me now. is it possible that you're fooling me? that you have me blind to reality?is it possible that i was only used? used... is it possible you were never really playing the game right? and did you know, i'm only living a lie..in fright. is it possible to be so angry,so hurt,and so loving and forgiving at the same time? i bend myself way out of proportion.